You Win Again

 -me maybe winding up my miracles

-today I was stressed after masturbating and a rougher day for me. Wondering what my Flat Mate thought and knowing he was noticing strange actions in me

-I wrote up Crystal Vision. Like a possible ending but these go on every week over the years

-I started to think the Indian man I met looking like Bruce Wayne indicating he would make Jenette Kahn the Joker. Might be already alive. I fathered him some time. Maybe on a Cruise stopover in Fiji in 1991. An Indian Taxi Driver offered to take me downtown to look for a sarong. I got him to turn around when he asked me Would you like to spend some time with an INDIAN / ENDING girl?

-he never charged me for the Taxi ride and I was unprepared for that. Like maybe making every thing free

-like that because I don't want it my mind might have circled and avoided all the local Police's children being mine. And my Flat Mate Jesse Watkins and the other once client a bit like me named Keith. And out of the Windsor High characters the probably edited bully character Paul Longley

-I had a Bid of $120 on Amazing Spider-Man 87 from 1970

-the cover a large symbolic like image of Spider-Man's body over Peter Parker and his friends

-the line read 'If you only read one comic this month it has to be this one'

-SPIDEY UNMASKED

-Peter Parker saying a person has discovered my secret identity

-MY CAREER IS OVER

-the image like in 1985 while maybe mentally unbalanced. The year my problems took off. About 40 years ago. I went on some long walks in the middle of the night. I went across Darraghs Road from my home. There by paddocks with bush. There was a maybe closed Bacon Factory Reid's

-on the other side of the paddocks was a slightly large, old, white, scary looking home on a slightly large property

-a few times I went on the property over night. I stood at the back of it at the base of the lowest floor at a large gap in the wall with darkness inside

-possibly this was the Watcher's home that I originally set on top of Mauao

-a few years later the outside of the home had been redecorated. I thought I might have seen a few strips of light on the roof. Up the Road from the home I took a few photos. The light didn't show up. Like Peter Parker was a Photographer

-this might represent me today. At the end of things. Me trying to unstress by leaning against my bed's wall drinking from a large bottle of Cola. Playing the BEE GEES as in BUGS. Like the image of Spider-Man's figure on the 1970 cover stood for this

-like saying I am home. My journey maybe over and a success. Like to say if I want to I can write it off like it was almost like a dream

-I broke in to tears for a brief while. Pulling my cover over my head

-but got it under control

-this might be the end of the miracles. And really they could work out in any way

-even if I lose the Bid for the comic tomorrow it is unimportant. I can just use it for more US back issues

-that is the final Trade Me Order I have to pay for. The other two Orders. One Ms. Marvel / Carol Davners 1 from 1978. Are shipped

-so there are no more worries of someone following my Orders

-CAROL DAVNERS / CHRISTIAN PAREDES. Her first appearance as Ms. Marvel. She went on to become Marvel Comics' version of Captain Marvel

-any part of my life's ending could be right or wrong. If I was the Anti-Christ that Revelations says Rules all nations with an Iron Rod. I might be able to just kill any baby

-the other Order I have Shipped three Marvel Treasuries from 1977 large magazine pages. Like I lived in James Cook Street. The Captain who first charted New Zealand. Like I design space. My earliest memory coming in to live in our new home for the first time there. And the key thing like finding TREASURE in a lower kitchen cupboard straight away I found a tin of Griffins Sampler biscuits. A few years later in paddocks up the Street in a ditch I saw lying the full SKELETON / BILLY BONES of a man. The character from Treasure Planet

-really it is almost impossible with this evidence will show up. The proof needed might come like the light on the roof. When someone tries to email my Lawyers editing what they say to get my Inheritance taken. But the process stopped by scorpion like sores appearing on the feet of those who try

-I took out Donna Troy's miracles and Chambers's sex change. Maybe destroying her

-I realized like the image of Spider-Man I might have created God and Jesus if real. Like part lying comical cranky versions of themselves

-and later in the evening I realized who about the biggest villain in the series was. The replacement New Zealand artist to my Record Deal. Like MARKY MARK. Showing up and harassing me constantly. And his popularity never changing. While mine just crashes again. MARKY MARK as in 666

-the Amazing Spider-Man 87 cover. My career is over. My miracles might not work any longer if they are proven. Spider-Man unmasked. If the person probably Madonna goes to set up me losing my Inheritance. Her career is over too