The Secret of my Success

-I am out of any ever marriage or partnership

-my maybe in one version of me Beast Boy's adopted mother Rita Farr / Elasti-Girl

-in the Doom Patrol TV series. Instead of just being an outcast maybe unable to stop growing

-she would keep devolving in to large red like blobs

-that she would have to struggle hard to pull herself together

-the pinkish lump on my left thigh

-whatever the TV makers' reasons were

-my magic I generate with not planning actually some of it

-I willed the pink lump to effect any partner I have to have this happen to them

-and it will happen often

-and it will be set up so she has to go out constantly living the life of Royalty

-and the Days of our Lives logo hourglass looks like an upper and lower lump from my thigh

Grease Live

-after all that I clicked on what I might have needed to do

-I bought the DVD Grease Live

-and liked the opening track Grease is the Word sung by Jessie J

-like Grease might represent Windsor High and Live might represent Days of our Lives

-like a track and video played to a Monitor round up by the theme of Days of our Lives

-I had a copy of the DVD but putting it in a cheaper new DVD player chewed it

-I didn't buy another one because when I was young I had the choice of buying either a novel about Falcon Crest the Winery soap opera or buying a poster of Grease

-the chance it might represent Mills Reef Winery or Anthony Hay at University

-really it meant the opposite they won't go up

-I remember stupidly but set up I put a PINK SPOT like a nipple in the corner of Olivia Newton-John's elbow to look like a breast

-maybe meaning what was really meant this morning when I tried to change my sex to make the miracles

-tonight I clicked. The MARK the slightly large pink lump on my left thigh

-the maybe source of the power to do this by a Monitor. Which by me thinking of it sent me in to it

-I pulled off my shorts and wore boxers as soon as I was in there. My shorts would have kept falling off

-I once heard a Radio Countdown DJ say Mark Wahlberg has a third nipple on his chest he thinks might give him magic powers

-the lump on my thigh like the magazine photo I imagined with his fictional leg hairs. Long, black and far spaced

-it might be that I needed all along

-the small mountain I rose out of in the rocket looks like the lump on my thigh

-RESTAURANT / GREASE

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Holy Land

 -the Holy Bible is a lie

-tonight partly aroused. I mistook signs

-and went back and was going to go back to masturbating. By pressing my body against the bed

-I had avoided doing it for a while. And was glad of it. By in my previous bed mattress a fist like dip in it like a threat

-I thought of the boy facing me in the showers in 1987 looking like Dick Grayson with his groin area still getting tanned

-and I tried masturbating pressing my body against the bed like where I thought the dip was

-the HOLE in the bed mattress. Like paranormal forces were telling me the WHOLE HOLY BIBLE was a LIE

-at first I thought I might have been sent naked in to a 'Monitor.' But disregarded it the experience saying that was a lie too